it's been 2 days since i arrived melbourne. i spent 9 hours on the way driving to here. we depatured from adelaide at around 3 pm and arrived 12 am. my 2ed time drive between adelaide and melbourne. there's a small town called murrary bridge located along the a8 high way, the boarder town of telling adelaide apart from melbourne. really nice place to visit: tranquil environment, gentle villegers and attractive sunset... anyway, it's the best attration out of the whole a8 journey. didnt take any piture of it because we were in a hurry about our long trip.
honestly, i started miss adelaide right after i arrived melbourne. not as quiet as adelade, not as friendly as adelaide, not as easy as adelaide... melbourne is really a big city, thus there are much more omplicated circumstances than adelaide. plus, much much more asian here than that in sa. really huge number of asian here, you can servive even you know nothing about english, because it probably take you quite a while to pop around through out the whole china town. one moe thing i have to mention: traffic. there is no difference about the heavy traffic load between melbourne and any other big city in the world. always get stuck durning the rush hours not only in city but sometimes also on high ways. additionally, roads in city center are very narrow, plus lots of high constructions lie beside, you will feel squeezed when driving between the feet of those big buildings. while in sa, all the streets are very wide and not so heavy-duty in the rush hours as melbourne does.
once i turned to my own business i'll feel frustrated. i did get the release letter from bradford but there is another problem lying in front of me, my visa. according to the related document, visa 573, what im engaged in at the moment, is specialised for uni student while tafe visa is 572, another grand of visa. so i must deal with my visa down grade before i go to tafe.
anyway, there're plenty of affairs need to be done before i go to the new institution.
11 Mar 2009
7 Mar 2009
completely done
guess what's in my hand now? withdraw form! finally i got it this afternoon, that means im free to go now. pity that i dont have a car at the moment other wise i'll start the engine right now and ready to kick kangaroos' ass on a8 high way all the way down to melbourne. i've waited for 4 weeks and all my superising has gone, i didnt feel exciting as i excepted to be, but i did feel secure now. due to this big issue, i havent had a good sleep for couple of weeks, tiredness hanged on my face everyday, nothing could make me smile, even cars, of course apart from chatting with my sweet. they are all gone. im gonna set to melburne tomorrow, drive on a8 high way again. all my destiny is in my hand now and is waiting to be tuned by my hands. enough talk, let's do it, not for my own, you as well.
4 Mar 2009
finally
finally, finally, bradford told me that im able to pack my bags to melbourne. god damn it, it's been delayed for four weeks. god damn it.
originally it shouldnt take such long time. finally i found out the key deeply hided inside. a woman called rachel told me that she's in charge of transfers at bradford when i pointed out my plan to leave. and through out the whole february i kept contected with her asking her about that. she always told me she was under taking and it would take time 'cause lots of paper work need to be done. till early march, i figured that it couldnt take such long and i thought she must push me around and try to fool me to stay here during the whole process. in such circumstance, i rushed to her office and lied that the tafe chancellor forced me to be in melbourne next monday and i've booked the ticket directly to melbourne this saturday so you must give me a clear and clean answer about it, 'cause i suspect you are pushing me around all the time. you must make it clear that im not fool, dont push me to the dead end, otherwise i'd use law to protect myself, if so the person who you are gonna talk to will be my lawer rather than me! definately she was shocked by my words, there was a embarrassing expression on her face, silent for seconds she told me to wait till she finish all the work. i didnt compromise this time, i insisted her to give me a certain answer. saw i wouldnt give in, she then sent my papers to jones, another work staff who's in charge in cancelling my enrollment. jones told me rachael didnt give my informantion to her till this afternoon. and once she'd got it, im free to go. but to make everything 100% sure i will wait till this friday and get an evidence from bradford.
through out this event, i learnt a lot about this complicated society. everybody wears a evil soul under their smiling face. this world wont be as pure as it used to be in my mind. this is really a big lesson anyway and i believe there're things much more worse than this waiting for me at the corner. i also believe, next time when i met these affairs i wont be so poor in handling 'cause i've got experienced. and that's how every one grows up.
originally it shouldnt take such long time. finally i found out the key deeply hided inside. a woman called rachel told me that she's in charge of transfers at bradford when i pointed out my plan to leave. and through out the whole february i kept contected with her asking her about that. she always told me she was under taking and it would take time 'cause lots of paper work need to be done. till early march, i figured that it couldnt take such long and i thought she must push me around and try to fool me to stay here during the whole process. in such circumstance, i rushed to her office and lied that the tafe chancellor forced me to be in melbourne next monday and i've booked the ticket directly to melbourne this saturday so you must give me a clear and clean answer about it, 'cause i suspect you are pushing me around all the time. you must make it clear that im not fool, dont push me to the dead end, otherwise i'd use law to protect myself, if so the person who you are gonna talk to will be my lawer rather than me! definately she was shocked by my words, there was a embarrassing expression on her face, silent for seconds she told me to wait till she finish all the work. i didnt compromise this time, i insisted her to give me a certain answer. saw i wouldnt give in, she then sent my papers to jones, another work staff who's in charge in cancelling my enrollment. jones told me rachael didnt give my informantion to her till this afternoon. and once she'd got it, im free to go. but to make everything 100% sure i will wait till this friday and get an evidence from bradford.
through out this event, i learnt a lot about this complicated society. everybody wears a evil soul under their smiling face. this world wont be as pure as it used to be in my mind. this is really a big lesson anyway and i believe there're things much more worse than this waiting for me at the corner. i also believe, next time when i met these affairs i wont be so poor in handling 'cause i've got experienced. and that's how every one grows up.
2 Mar 2009
sweet
i've kept having conversations with my sweet about our future recently. due to her final graduation is just at the corner, she'll soon be involved with applying higher instituition. she tole me that she it's her dream to jump out of sichuan provience for university since she was a little girl. however, there are some outer facters shifting her decision now, her father and me. couple of days ago we chatted through phones and she told me her dad wanna keep her some where nearby because she is beloved by her dad and he doesnt wanna be helpless when his daughter got stucked far away. in order to be filial, she is considering to remain. of course she asked about my opinion, then i told her honestly what's going on in my mind. i've got three choices for both of us and i analysed to here one by one. then we reached an agreement that she's gonna stay right there and we'll settle down right there in chengdu.
i am so pleased that my sweet discuessed about our future with me, it's kind of feeling which is beyond my ability to express. since then, both of us have a clear mind about our future, solely thing left is to struggle to get it. and i believe we'll get it for sure.
i am so pleased that my sweet discuessed about our future with me, it's kind of feeling which is beyond my ability to express. since then, both of us have a clear mind about our future, solely thing left is to struggle to get it. and i believe we'll get it for sure.
28 Feb 2009
should be there last night
i should type last night, however i was so exhausted and forgot about it. when i opened my eye this few minutes ago i felt i've missed something. my head shouted: blog blog. then i grasped my lap top to my bed and prepared to finish what ought be finished last night.
as a respond to my aunt who's ear is suffering water invasion, i went to a local pharmacy for two magic ear treatment, called ear solution. i used to suffer water in ear and thanks to ear solution, my ear got totally fine in a very short period of time. then i went to dhl located next to the air port to mail them back to china. after i told the work staff that all i wanna post are just two boxes of medicine, they all weared a superising face and seemed to be questioning: dont you have this kind of treatment in your country? "get fucked", that was exactly what i wanna say at that moment. i figure that nearly all the equipment in that office are made in china and im 100% sure all the work suit they're wearing in are made in china. it is obvious to have those idiot thought we havent got treatment like that. forgot it, i never give a shit about what aussie idiot talking about. on my way home, one of the dhl staff phoned me that i have leaved to forgetten my credit card on their desk. jesus christ! i had to jump off bus half way. question was, i got off at where seems to be familiar with a high way, no pedestrain path at all. then i had to walk back along motor ways. thus i became the focus along the whole road. every one who rided pass me would give me a glance and might think: what the hell is that asian idiot doing?? that was really a embarrassing situation.
finally, i got my credit card and back to city. i nerved myself to go to richael's office and have a conversation with her. i asked her about my transfer affiar as gentle as possible even though i wanna her get fucked inside at that moment. anyway, that bitch gave me a clear and clean respond. so i may have to wait for another couple of weeks
as a respond to my aunt who's ear is suffering water invasion, i went to a local pharmacy for two magic ear treatment, called ear solution. i used to suffer water in ear and thanks to ear solution, my ear got totally fine in a very short period of time. then i went to dhl located next to the air port to mail them back to china. after i told the work staff that all i wanna post are just two boxes of medicine, they all weared a superising face and seemed to be questioning: dont you have this kind of treatment in your country? "get fucked", that was exactly what i wanna say at that moment. i figure that nearly all the equipment in that office are made in china and im 100% sure all the work suit they're wearing in are made in china. it is obvious to have those idiot thought we havent got treatment like that. forgot it, i never give a shit about what aussie idiot talking about. on my way home, one of the dhl staff phoned me that i have leaved to forgetten my credit card on their desk. jesus christ! i had to jump off bus half way. question was, i got off at where seems to be familiar with a high way, no pedestrain path at all. then i had to walk back along motor ways. thus i became the focus along the whole road. every one who rided pass me would give me a glance and might think: what the hell is that asian idiot doing?? that was really a embarrassing situation.
finally, i got my credit card and back to city. i nerved myself to go to richael's office and have a conversation with her. i asked her about my transfer affiar as gentle as possible even though i wanna her get fucked inside at that moment. anyway, that bitch gave me a clear and clean respond. so i may have to wait for another couple of weeks
26 Feb 2009
insomnia
due to the pressure from the transfer affairs, it takes quite a long time to fall asleep after i go to bed. every time when im lying in bed i feel so tired of my body but remain spirital stimulated. i've tried music as my sleeping pill but it does not work at all. the worst situation occoured last night. i didnt go to bed until 1 am, when i lied in bed i felt more and more excited for no particular reason. i remember i read through a book and it says it is probably better to get up and do something else if u cant fall asleep. just as it said i jumped up and switched on computer again, hanging around on the net, glanced over various car forums and, i wrote two emails to my sweet 'cause i thought a lot at that moment, i poured my feeling to her and very rarely she replied the next day, that is today. that's really cheering 'cause i never ever prospect to receive her feedback in such short period of time.
see it's 1:04 again but im still mentally stimulated. i chatted with my mum just now. i think she ws trying to explain something to me in a very mild and roundabout way. since i told her i wanna transfer to melbourne she asks me every now and then whether i have idea to go back to china and re-plan my life. it seems to be quite strange. and she told me she wanna perchase a office somewhere in the city center and showed me budget. she never ever had a conversation with me about things like like before i came here. hence, i figure that if some elements about wealth go wrong in my family or they just wanna me stay right there beside them. according to mum's words, i could feel her care about me and she wanna be back home as soon as possible.
see it's 1:04 again but im still mentally stimulated. i chatted with my mum just now. i think she ws trying to explain something to me in a very mild and roundabout way. since i told her i wanna transfer to melbourne she asks me every now and then whether i have idea to go back to china and re-plan my life. it seems to be quite strange. and she told me she wanna perchase a office somewhere in the city center and showed me budget. she never ever had a conversation with me about things like like before i came here. hence, i figure that if some elements about wealth go wrong in my family or they just wanna me stay right there beside them. according to mum's words, i could feel her care about me and she wanna be back home as soon as possible.
24 Feb 2009
born after bazu
again, i went to adelaide city zoo with tian last weekend. i'd been there last year. everything remains the same. fortunately i saw the couple giant tortoises this time, really huge and weights nearly twice as me. proudly, giant panda habitat is under constructing and will be available in late 2009, then south australia government will import two giant pandas from china. i predict most sa red neck never saw a real giant panda in their whole life, so it'll be overwhelming.
gary told me everything has been done except the feed back from bradford. he said i could go dircetly to melbourne once i received the feed back. i think he just tried to comfort me anyway, as far as i see i may have to stay here for another couple of weeks. who knows. due to this embarassing situation, i live like a pig these days. lie-in till mid-day and have brech, then have nothing to do apart from waiting dinner time. see, this is my life at the moment. jesus christ.
gary told me everything has been done except the feed back from bradford. he said i could go dircetly to melbourne once i received the feed back. i think he just tried to comfort me anyway, as far as i see i may have to stay here for another couple of weeks. who knows. due to this embarassing situation, i live like a pig these days. lie-in till mid-day and have brech, then have nothing to do apart from waiting dinner time. see, this is my life at the moment. jesus christ.
23 Feb 2009
frustrated
new semister is just few hours away but im still don't know what im gonna do in the next week. manager declared that there gonna have two exits for students who fail to pass the exam. no1: pack your bags and go home. no2: pay another 8000 bucks and do the bridging again. how about me? truth is i failed to pass and i wont re-do the bridging and wont pack my bag either. i applied release before the exam, problem is bradford didnt want to free me at that time, so i tried withdraw directly from bradford. hopefully i will receive their response in the coming couple of days. see, probably im gonna fucking around for the next fews days.
i met a pretty, female falungong missionary yesterday when i was eatting underground at the food court in myer. she tried to disseminate all kinds of positive things related to falungong and poured out lots of evil conducts done by ccp. it's obvious that she's trying to induce me to be their fellow, im not that easy to be fooled anyway. then in roundle mall after lunch i met a propaganda about the shenyun art performance. it was my first time to get so close to this event. i did know that before i came to australia but i didnt have closer involve than just through internet. according to various feedbacks, i predict shenyun art performance wont disappoint me so im thinking about perchasing a ticket.
i had a short conversation with my sweet this afternoon. though it finished in very short period of time i still felt warm and comfortable. i miss my sweet all day long, i just cant drive her away from my heart. i told her that im struggling these days and a little bit frustrated 'cause i wanna do something real to prove myself very much but the current situation doesnt allow me to do anything expecpt spending money and fucking around. i think im just killing time. i've realised about it but i can do nothing. nothing's gonna worse than this. she conforted me and told me to change my view. it probably be better if i consider nowadays as a day-off when i can do nothing to it but to accept the truth. yeah maybe. i have no choice after all.
i met a pretty, female falungong missionary yesterday when i was eatting underground at the food court in myer. she tried to disseminate all kinds of positive things related to falungong and poured out lots of evil conducts done by ccp. it's obvious that she's trying to induce me to be their fellow, im not that easy to be fooled anyway. then in roundle mall after lunch i met a propaganda about the shenyun art performance. it was my first time to get so close to this event. i did know that before i came to australia but i didnt have closer involve than just through internet. according to various feedbacks, i predict shenyun art performance wont disappoint me so im thinking about perchasing a ticket.
i had a short conversation with my sweet this afternoon. though it finished in very short period of time i still felt warm and comfortable. i miss my sweet all day long, i just cant drive her away from my heart. i told her that im struggling these days and a little bit frustrated 'cause i wanna do something real to prove myself very much but the current situation doesnt allow me to do anything expecpt spending money and fucking around. i think im just killing time. i've realised about it but i can do nothing. nothing's gonna worse than this. she conforted me and told me to change my view. it probably be better if i consider nowadays as a day-off when i can do nothing to it but to accept the truth. yeah maybe. i have no choice after all.
20 Feb 2009
devastation
i made a phone call to my agency this afternoon, tammy told me that bradford college is still pushing around and hasn't given me a clear result. her words indicate that i will have to wait for another week at least. any way im now feeling totoally disappointing about australians.
ken asked me when to leave in a roundabout way. i didnt realized his intention in the beginning. however the soley purpose he asked about my depature day is aiming at seeking another homestayer taking my place. after this embarrassing conversation, his profile suffered a disastrous decline in my mind. all is about money after all.
being borthered by these affairs through out couple of monthes, im just looked pretty languished. they do nothing but make me suffer a stronger homesick and lovesick i've never ever had before. there is no body i can turn to pour my heart except few of my friends here. but they have there own business anyway. i have to face up all-weather days most of the time. everybody is sticking on...
since i sold out my car, im looking for a honda civic all the time. it is extraordinarily inconvencient to go around by public transport. taxi? out of my dictionary all the time, go home by taxi equals my two days' life support. i could have nothing but bus. sounds good but i cant tolerate they are late, always late. especially on weekends, once they are late, it means my another 30 minutes has gone. another weekend is just tomorrow, 30 minutes waiting will happen again.
ken asked me when to leave in a roundabout way. i didnt realized his intention in the beginning. however the soley purpose he asked about my depature day is aiming at seeking another homestayer taking my place. after this embarrassing conversation, his profile suffered a disastrous decline in my mind. all is about money after all.
being borthered by these affairs through out couple of monthes, im just looked pretty languished. they do nothing but make me suffer a stronger homesick and lovesick i've never ever had before. there is no body i can turn to pour my heart except few of my friends here. but they have there own business anyway. i have to face up all-weather days most of the time. everybody is sticking on...
since i sold out my car, im looking for a honda civic all the time. it is extraordinarily inconvencient to go around by public transport. taxi? out of my dictionary all the time, go home by taxi equals my two days' life support. i could have nothing but bus. sounds good but i cant tolerate they are late, always late. especially on weekends, once they are late, it means my another 30 minutes has gone. another weekend is just tomorrow, 30 minutes waiting will happen again.
19 Feb 2009
regeneration
for no particular reasons, my ex-blog was blocked. figure that it is probably better for me to record what's happening every now and then, i decided to re apply a new one. point is, i've chosen the same website, hopefully im not gonna be blot out again.
i've lived through a life like ants on a pan. originally i thought that i'll have a good commence in 2009 because i worked out my whole future plan at the end of 2008. i dreamed that the solely thing i need to do is to push the accelarator and move on with full speed. very unfortunately i got stuck with some institution affairs. what's worse is that im still struggling to try to jump out but it seems not to be such an easy cake to deal with and im gonna be worn out. hopefully the god are willing to pay attention to my current situation and give me a hand.
i've lived through a life like ants on a pan. originally i thought that i'll have a good commence in 2009 because i worked out my whole future plan at the end of 2008. i dreamed that the solely thing i need to do is to push the accelarator and move on with full speed. very unfortunately i got stuck with some institution affairs. what's worse is that im still struggling to try to jump out but it seems not to be such an easy cake to deal with and im gonna be worn out. hopefully the god are willing to pay attention to my current situation and give me a hand.
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