devastation

i made a phone call to my agency this afternoon, tammy told me that bradford college is still pushing around and hasn't given me a clear result. her words indicate that i will have to wait for another week at least. any way im now feeling totoally disappointing about australians.


ken asked me when to leave in a roundabout way. i didnt realized his intention in the beginning. however the soley purpose he asked about my depature day is aiming at seeking another homestayer taking my place. after this embarrassing conversation, his profile suffered a disastrous decline in my mind. all is about money after all.


being borthered by these affairs through out couple of monthes, im just looked pretty languished. they do nothing but make me suffer a stronger homesick and lovesick i've never ever had before. there is no body i can turn to pour my heart except few of my friends here. but they have there own business anyway. i have to face up all-weather days most of the time. everybody is sticking on...


since i sold out my car, im looking for a honda civic all the time. it is extraordinarily inconvencient to go around by public transport. taxi? out of my dictionary all the time, go home by taxi equals my two days' life support. i could have nothing but bus. sounds good but i cant tolerate they are late, always late. especially on weekends, once they are late, it means my another 30 minutes has gone. another weekend is just tomorrow, 30 minutes waiting will happen again.

regeneration

for no particular reasons, my ex-blog was blocked. figure that it is probably better for me to record what's happening every now and then, i decided to re apply a new one. point is, i've chosen the same website, hopefully im not gonna be blot out again.


i've lived through a life like ants on a pan. originally i thought that i'll have a good commence in 2009 because i worked out my whole future plan at the end of 2008. i dreamed that the solely thing i need to do is to push the accelarator and move on with full speed. very unfortunately i got stuck with some institution affairs. what's worse is that im still struggling to try to jump out but it seems not to be such an easy cake to deal with and im gonna be worn out. hopefully the god are willing to pay attention to my current situation and give me a hand.